Wednesday, May 6, 2009

broken roads, pot holes, dangerous corners,
are all the hurdles one has to encounter when they are at the roads.
so, is life...
with it's dissatisfactions, failures and problems..

i am not yet wise,
but i dare say that the better part of my college life has been full of opportunities in disguise

most people tend to spell their problem as P.R.O.B.L.E.M but I spell problems as O.P.P.O.R.T.U.N.I.T.Y!!!

i know i am not yet wise,
but yet i can see how pathetic most people are when it comes to their problems..
why do they AVOID it??

i know i am not yet wise
but why cant they just FACE their bloody problem, rather than complaining it to people that happen to be passing their way!!

i know i am not yet wise,
yet i still have the guts to question these matters
although i do face the same terror in facing ur own problems

the worst part is when i knows my fears and flaws clearly and enticingly well
but fails to work on it!!

then, it came to a point where i saw myself as a hypocrite!
then, i realized the consequences of taking no actions to my problem
then, i realized what i had been missing out on for all this time...
then, i realized that I HAD TO DO SOMETHING!!

the first thing was to change my perception towards my problems and that is why i spelt problems differently.

but that did not fix it yet...
i had lots to do....

i had to smile and regenerate my spirit when i looked at my failures which are like my bread and butter at most times.

i had to find the energy to restrain from all possible distractions that can reassign my track
i had to regain the composure i once had when i reacted to major problems
i had to disregard the opinions of others
so that i am myself
so that i have my own identity
so that i wont be stereotyped
so that i can live by own rules and conditions!!!

yet i tried again and again..
my results still let me down...

WILL
So simple this 4-letter word may sound
but the strength in this word is certainly undeniable

when there's a will. there's a way..

SO TRUE...

therefore, before i started doing anything, i asked myself: ARE YOU UP 4 IT???

and of course, it answered with the right voice that is YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
since then, when a problem came up, i always got excited for the fact that, i am going to improve and reinforce my faiths and skills by FACING MY FEARS!!!!!!!

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