Sunday, November 9, 2014
Friday, October 24, 2014
I cannot dismiss the fact that there are songs in the local discography that do blanket some of these themes, and I thank the team and the artist for their move but we need more.
Monday, June 11, 2012
ps: thanks to Jasina, Hema & Divwya for having faith in my abilities. <3
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
I am a superhuman now.
But then again, my definition of superhuman might differ or vary from yours. To me, being superhuman is about accepting your strengths and rising potentials while acknowledging the many flaws that one has with the passion of improving it to a better state. To do this, I am not afraid of falling down because I know I have the courage and patience to pick myself up. being superhuman to me is also about living for yourself by living for others. I want to be there for everyone I love when they need me or need help in general or just BE THERE. My two hugest assets in life are my familiy and friends. We cannot chose family but I turn out to have an awesome one. Friends..well...they rock my world. Well, that is my definition of being superhuman.
You see, many people find different things that matters to them. One man's meat is another man's poison, they say. Very true. Until you find what truly makes you happy, you will never be satisfied with life. But to find what makes you happy is the essence of the superhuman journey. I am still discovering the many things in life that make me happy and this journey is never over until my last breath leaves my body. That is the best part I feel. There is so much more waiting for me out there; good and bad; they both make me. If they break me, I will find new wings to get up and fly again. It is easier said than done, I know. But try practicing what you preach, and it can be easy one way or the other.
Always keep your options open. When you close your mind to one path, how would you ever notice the crack on the side door that holds a whole new world? If you only notice, all the answers are actually out there, you just have to remember to open your heart and mind along with your eyes. At this very moment, I am supposed to be studying for an exam and starting a paper that is due tomorrow but all this revelation of the superhuman journey that i am experiencing is forcing me to make this moment count by documenting my emotions on mr.spidey's "saliva". Exams, papers, they come and go but moments they never come back.
MAKE EVERY MOMENT COUNT.
Procrastination is my middle name
that i seldom realize
but the clock is now ticking
the remaining time will surely suffice
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Why isn't anyone listening to the people's complaints? We complain because we, too want to talk highly of our nation. I get very angry when my friend or even my closest family member sends me emails of how some fools mock our country's progress and make fun of everything that is decided by the government. If I ask them to stop, they will yell back at me to attack the government who have been the reason for the latter's mockery! So I am now skipping that yells and asking directly to the government. Why is so many people complaining??? A journalist once wrote that one shouldn't ask too many questions when writing articles in the newspapers. I certainly, have too many questions, so if that is going to deprive me from being heard, I will grieve, here over my unanswered questions.
Why isn't the river flowing into the correct ocean? Why is it being blocked by and some even create dams there to blanket their true intentions.I know not everyone can make a good decision but the government is not run by a single person. There are many heads that can unblock this river or even destroy the dams. if only everyone had good intentions!
If you want to make more money, join the private sector then! Don't sneak your way into the government sector and finish up everyone's share of the ocean.Don't you feel ashamed of yourself??? What do you even teach your children?
Isn't it already bad enough that they don't learn to work hard for their achievements as some of them know that they will get it somehow along the way, thanks to admiring how many cars their father has at home? Don't you feel embarrassed that the society looks down at you no matter how tall you grow? How will it matter when your eyes is only open when you smell Bank Negara's products?
Instead of screwing up your screwed up image, why not FOR A CHANGE do all of us a little favor and actually work for what you are actually being paid for? You are the ones who signed up for that post, so if you knew you were thirsty, why didn't you drink your own water? Why are you then, jumping into the pond and sucking everything up,despite knowing that we fishes need it to live! I know that there are more of you in this nation and there is also the Constitution that gives you the extra rights but talking about your profession...why don't you stay true to it? why must you take the jalan terpesong just because it is a lot easier to handle? Can someone explain to me why transparency is put on hold?
Wouldn't it be better if everything was not politicized? Instead, work on a solution to any problem with that time that you use arguing over who is more deserving and who should stay rightfully in Malaysia. So much quality time is sometimes wasted when one politicizes a matter. It doesn't only cause racial tension but also reduces the patriotism in many. I have been sneered upon and laughed at when I talk highly of my country. They tell me I am being delusional. Am I? I wish not to think further and work on my reason for being born.
You might and will ask me to shut up since I have already got my own share of water thanks to the "meritocracy" in this country. But I feel like a hypocrite when I try to reply those emails with my patriotic threads of sentences to shut them up. I know they are just emails but pens are sometimes mightier than the swords these days. Will I be heard? GOK (God only knows). But at least, I have stopped being a hypocrite and am trying to make a small, minute but significant change to those who feel the sting in my lines. I have only lived for two decades now and have experienced what you might call, "nothing much" but i want to live longer;longer in a place that i belong to with more pride than I already have now. Take care, Malaysia, I know you won't let me down!
"Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished:If you're alive, it isn't."
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
I am back home. Malaysia has kept me well-rounded and fulfilled with all its treasures and unpleasantness. I feel very belonged to something here. With 31 August approaching very progressively, I cannot help but embrace this feeling.
Meeting old and new family members was the best part so far. Old relatives seemed to have never changed and new relatives are more approachable now than I would ever imagine. The old ones are bubbly, load, concern and loving. They made me feel like I never actually left. The new relatives, are labeled as such because I actually knew they existed but nothing sparked between us to fuel the flames of these relationships. Anyways..to keep up with the parallelism of the earlier matter, I shall say that the new relatives made me feel like I truly have something to come back home to! Maybe it is the fact that I have just turned 21 in May and people are starting to take me seriously.
Nevertheless, life has got to go on being Thanges. The series of political events happening in Malaysia this summer has certainly got most eyes penned on my Facebook profile. Like I have always told many people, expression is what I believe to be the right of every human being. I sing. I dance. I act. I write. I post statements on my page almost everyday. I enjoy it. Expression is the best fire that I have in me. I love to savour every moment that I have, not caring for the people who think I shouldn't do this and that or I should have said this and that. A simple presentation during my Contemporary Issues Class during my Intec years was why I have so much enthusiasm when it comes to freedom of speech. Of course, first, one must be responsible for what he or she wants or has to say. If you happened to be wrong or lack evidence, don't just wither away with your opinions. When this happened to me, I would apologize for the error in information and will ask for more time allowance to research a matter to make myself indestructible. There is nothing wrong with asking questions..even stupid ones; that is, to make my head cleared of any haze of doubts.
It is never wrong to have a bizarre opinion. You just gotta have a reason to back it up.
A: Why do you like yellow?
B: Because I like yellow lah!
I have seen too many of this!
But thank the Lord because I have also found a huge group like this.
A: Why do you like yellow?
B: It is the color of friendship/ I love anything bright and joyful/ It makes me smile.
No matter the reason. At least, they have a reasonable one.
Yellow yellow dirty fellow,
Yellow yellow down and mellow,
Yellow yellow who's that fellow,
Yellow yellow, checkout the new hello.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
- Haters only hate the things that they can't get and the people they can't be.
- Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them more.
- If you don't like me remember it's mind over matter; I don't mind and you don't matter.
- Don't hate what you can't imitate.
- Don't hate me because I wasn't who you thought I was or who you wanted me to be. From start to finish you never knew the real me
- Hating is the sincerest form of flattery.
- Keep looking my way. My head is held high. You wanna bring me down? I dare you to try.