Now here I am, treating the wound of the boomerang that has been hitting me since the 28th of November!!! Why a boomerang??!!! Ah well, if it isn't dear Ms. Thanges complaining again!
I wish i hadn't confessed! It was a relief when i did but now that the distance we had when you were leaving was so far, I have now come to believe what a stupid mistake i have made.
Why was it a mistake?
1. Because i was merely keeping up with the Joneses
2. Because it thought i,too, had something going on in my heart.
3. Because i saw no one else that i thought was serious enough\
4. Because i thought that i loved him. ( i cant believe i just wrote that)
5. Because i wanted to be different.
6. Because I WAS NOT MYSELF(clearly!!)
7. Because it is one mistake that i cannot mend.
So, what happens now??
I am going to be me! No more lies, no more cover ups, no more trying-to-be -someone-i'm-not. I AM NOT GOING TO CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME! I AM GOING TO HAVE FUN WITH MY FAMILY AND MY TRUE FRIENDS!!!!!
wooooooohooooooo!!! now that felt good!!
before i leave,:::
lame is what i used to be,
now i shall not become,
game is what i intend to see,
now i am gonna play, so here i come!!!!!
